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Someone ever said, i can recall...

"when you're already at rock bottom, the only way is up."

Yeah. I certainly hope so.

I'm losing it. Tears well up instantly, anywhere. It gets difficult to see that direction i'm heading towards. Or am i even moving at all? I keep saying nothing is bothering me at all, i just feel down. Nothing concrete, nothing tangible. Or perhaps, just perhaps, it's just me denying its very existence.

I need to find back that zest for life. The wide smile i've always had.

I appluad blogging. blogging really helps. I found a way to make myself feel better already. Let's hope it works.

Life's like that ain't it. Yeapp.

I think i need time alone.