when hours are too few

when hours are too few,
i wonder if YOU think the same things i do.

I find myself hanging on to my phone too often. The joy of receiving, the delirious satisfaction, the crazy inclination to reply, and then the anticipation, then joy again. This chain of emotions/actions engulfs me. Temporarily. Again, don't think you can guess who's the person in question because i'm pretty sure you're wrong. hmm i dunno how to explain either.

But it feels good when old friends pop sms-es into your phone to tell you they miss chatting with you. It's heartwarming. It's mutual. It also feels good when you know you are important to a friend. And it feels good to know that the person who skips across your mind a few times a few, thinks about you a few times a day too. err. Ok i give up. i tried my best to explain it all in an indirect way. Apparently i failed.

I'm happy now though. :)

But well... Think Nelly Furtardo's All Good Things Come To An End. hmm when will that be?

On another note, yesterday was first day of school! One word: tiring. Yeah. Bought my texts. Though my time-table's quite slack but hmm the workload is heavy. About one text per week. Great.

And there is the money factor to consider. I'm basically on my own now. I'm paying my school fees on my own (taking bank loan and repaying upon graduation) and laptop is also my own business and driving license, braces, vocal lessons. Great. Just great. I think i'd need the PC loan man. And put driving license and braces and vocal lessons on hold. awwww my vocal lessons. =(

This suck. Rikki and Alan said i look like i'm from a rich family. zzz but coming from rich family doesn't mean your parents pay for your stuffs fully. It's time to be independant and erm depend on myself financially. Looking at how things are, I don't think I have the money to apply for hostel in the 3rd month. Great, just great. =(

Mie Lin just made me laugh. Teeheeheee. I sang for them that day we went ktv. She said i sounded so good that they thought i am already receiving vocal lessons. teeheeheee. No people, not yet! No vocal lessons as of now. kuakuakua. SEE BUDDIES? I'm good! :P

And i wanna complain! Subject registration is really tiring. ppffft.