The week has been nothing short of wonderful thus far, but deep down there is this nagging feeling that something dis-remembered is missing. I use dis-remembering because it's different from forgetting.
So what's missing? I wish i knew. Some part of me feels unfulfilled. It's difficult to push on without first finding out the missing link.
Sometimes i feel myself struggling. Struggling to keep sane, to be in control. Other times i struggle to let loose and just let everything take place naturally. Such a wimp i am.
But to speak of nature, what is natural? Yes or no, black or white? Thing is, what's right for the mind may not be what's right for the heart. And yet again, right-mind and right-heart are not completely mutually exclusive, just like wrong-mind and wrong-heart may not be too different.
I hope you're confused. Because i am.
Point of contention is me, myself.
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