random #14

How do i write about something without mentioning the background story? Heck, i'd just do it anyway.

I'd be writing about many things, all without backstories. Randomly sequenced.

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If remembering is re-membering, then i never stopped membering memories of you and i, time and again. It's not difficult to forget at all, because forgetting is a conscious effort to remember to forget us. What am i saying. The only thing that's stopping me is pride.

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My decisions and choices waver so much, sometimes i forget my original choice to begin with. In this instance, did i choose to be like that, or did i start out seeking to be the exact opposite only to waver and/or fail and be related to my current standing?

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I've got so much to get done before next week but i'm just happy doing next-to-nothing. I get the company's things done and i teach tuition but that's about it. Oh and drive around aimlessly just thinking. hmm.

*Some relatives, i just wanna avoid for as long as i can. Which is, sadly, not very long.

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I miss being me. How was i like in the past? Along the way, i seem to have lost myself. Now i'm not sure of what i want, even what i feel.

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Some people are just so childish/iritating. If you know you will irritate me, don't talk to me. You'd just be testing my patience.

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I cant decide if i should cab over to Powerhouse now, or just snuggle into bed. Tmr, Tues, Wed woooo okay i think i should sleep tonight.

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I need to find time for my flu jab, for a haircut, dye the disgusting black roots, treatment, facial, pedicure, hmmm and grab the things i hafta buy. Sigh there goes my pay cheque.

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This random post is numbered 14 solely because i've forgotten how many times i blogged like that. Let it be 14 lah.