ROAR

i'm aghast at myself last night (this morning wtf).

3.00am- i realised that my brain cannot tahan anymore, so i went off to bed
4.30am- still awake, eyes getting wider every min, while my sister's bf's snores got louder
4.45am- decided to go out to the living room to continue with my work since i cant sleep at all
5.00am- fell asleep on my desk -.-
5.15am- climbed back to bed, with crossed fingers that i'd be able to fall asleep at least for a few hours
5.45am- still awake. he's still snoring. damn frustrated. so i was rolling around my bed, kicking blanket and bolster in frustration, threw my pillow on the floor a few times. and then i became a monster...

I BIT MY PILLOW. BIT MY HAND. PULLED MY HAIR. SCRATCHED MYSELF SO HARD IT HURTS. AND SLAPPED MYSELF ON THE HEAD HARD.
this has never happened before! what's happening to me! i literally felt like a monster!