ima be a teacher!

i know i know! i promised to fix the problem from the previous entry right! i really tried! but i dunno how, so i gave up. does anyone know the reason why you can click on the screenshots to view a larger picture? zzz because if you cant, you cannot read the spam emails. and that defeats my purpose of that blog entry. :(

okay i really really hope that i'd be able to concentrate on revision after i type out what i have to say here cus i'm running out of time. 2 papers on Wed but i refuse to cancel my Tues night 3 hr tuition because it's not nice to leave the kids in a lurch! i haven been reading my Shakespeare texts at all, and my Human Resource is err lousy so i need all the time i can have! *pumps fist frantically*

i'm in a good mood now because i just got back home from tuition, and i really love the Sat classes' kids! so clever and cute and endearing! i'm so proud of them. and it's amazing how they can remember my name after only hearing it once. yay! i always feel so much better after a Sat class. but Tues classes make me feel lethargic beyond words. but that's another story for another day. :)

i'm here to announce that i got the MOE teaching internship! i'm gonna be stationed at Innova JC, which is slightly daunting because the age gap is too small for comfort. eh i tuition pri and sec school kids only lah. but! i think it will be a good experience for me! i hope to learn alot of things and figure out if i want to pursue teaching as a career after graduation.

i hope to be a friend, a mentor to the students than a teacher teacher. cus in many ways i'm still a student myself. but how to command respect? omg in many ways i have never been the perfect, obedient and awesome student because i used to snigger at my teachers who spell things wrongly or fail to answer my (many) questions. this is karma, this is retribution!!! haha anyway i'm looking forward to it and i hope it works out well. so yes! i have smth meaningful to do this holidays!

heard scary stories like "oh you have to dye your hair back to black!" and "students and authorities will read your blog! so you cannot scold wtf or fuck!". UH OH. if this is really true than i'm in the deepest shit. i cant stop myself from swearing occasionally when i...when i feel like it! and i'm definitely not gonna dye my hair back to black man. cannot! black makes me look like a tired housewife. so the plan now is to silently go for the briefing sessions and silently slip into the school. should be fine because it's a JC duh. rules not so strict right? My JC teachers had coloured hair!

Okiewokie so i shall go shop for comfortable shoes and decent tops because i need to...cover up more. school mah. much of my clothes cannot. too casual/___.

right so my Aust/NZ trip is postponed to next year! sorry buddy Liu! i celebrate your birthday with you next year over there okay! wait for me! meanwhile, this hols, anyone wants to go Batam? 2D1N or 3D2N is fine! either early May or late July! (before or after my internship stint!)

i tied my hair for tuition today and you know what? my ponytail looks like a banana wtf. :(
i need a good hairstylist because my long-time stylist has gone back to i-dunno-where in Malaysia!

okay i think i finished rambling. bye!