heck it and fuck it.

okay this post might be vulgar, so switch off this window if u'd be offended.

it's pms. i hope.
i'm super duper antsy
my response to practically everything is
"fuck lah i don care".

i'm not sad or anything
and no nothing has happened or wadeva bullcrap
haha i just feel irritated by minor stuff which can be overlooked
aka magnify the insignificant stuff and kick up big fuss.

somehow i wished last night i had went clubbing with sharlot
haha mayb i'd feel better now
smoke. alcohol. dirty dancing.
wooo the DARK SIDE is fucking appealing.
speaking of tatts.
wah lao eh i wanna have fun!

but instead i chose to stay home like a fucking nun
just so i will understand my bloody lectures
and just so my assignments can be of quality.
it kinda worked luh, i squeezed info into my puny brain alr

i tot i'd just go sleep it off after i finish my work
i had nothing interesting to say to him
cus i do not lead an interesting life
he seemed so bored talking to me. wonder why he even bothers

leave me alone alright

yea just leave me alone.
i'm no longer vibrant and fun and colourful
but i have a fucking ego and i love myself too.

thank you and goodbye.
ohmyfuckinggodwhyismylifesoboringnow.