time

Met Yanni to chillax today.
Seating at Liquid Kitchen sipping drinks and reading magazines was so shiok.
What have i been doing with my life?
Haven found joy in such simple pleasures since a long time ago!
More chillaxing from now on!
Which prolly means more alcohol oh wells.

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This holidays, i've gained many valuable insights that can only be experienced. Noticed, learnt and mastered quite some hard and soft skills. And of course fine-tuning my observation skills up another notch.

I'm really glad i stepped out to do smth different, instead of slacking my time away for about 3 months.

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On bus home today (which is quite an experience itself wtf hate buses filled with _ and _), something hit me. How time is such an agent for change, dilution, or what nots.

Say, 6 years ago, i intruded on a budding relationship, at that point i was a threat, an obstacle to their relationship. Fast forward to now, after 6 years. The couple's relationship would have been very stable by now. At this point i am merely a blemish in their otherwise-perfect romance. A mere blemish.

See how time changes EVERYTHING? Mentality, personality, relationships, intelligence (because we age and degenerate), hell, even memory.

Sometimes i breathe a little more urgently because i realise i cannot recall the same emotions i try to remember certain people by. They no longer exist in the catalogs of my brain where i have deposited them. Now the question is: Is it time? Or me? Or the people? Who changed? Everything and everybody did.