I went to do some cheap treatment for my hair and i hate my hair now. :(

Not that it's badly done. It's cheap and good. Hair's now soft and silky and smooth and wadeva. The problem is...it's fucking straight. It looks like it's rebonded. Gah. Totally hate rebond-look-alike hair on myself. How come Lin's or my mom's don look sooooo straight? Eeeeks. Roar! hate my hairrrrrrrrrrr.

And hor... Gosh my hair must have stinked of all those weird chemicals at the club on Wed. Great. zzz. Lucky i was dancing with them familiar boys then. Shoot.

I feel this change in me i cant put into words. Ha. It's like something, either some attitude or mentality or wadeva, changed overnight. Ahhh but i cant put my finger on what. It just makes the distinct difference in so much stuffs. Right now.

What do you do if u feel nothing when someone tells u he misses you? Say, if you don wanna hurt the person but yeah you don feel anything anymore.

And no, my life ain't as complicated as you think. I like it this way. Thanks. Even if all else fails, i have friends who love me and would definitely step out if i need them, and the feeling is mutual. Yay to friendship baby!

Speaking of which, i'm really sorry to the people who've been trying to get me out to no avail. SORRRY! I promise to plan my stuff better. But let me know earlier can? I try lah! Still love you people alot alot k! Hmm.

I am considering closing off my blogs. What happened to the "i need to write to think things through"? I dunno. Maybe i dont anymore. Or maybe i dont think much anymore.

This is totally random. But Jiahe's camera takes very zai photos. =)


NAF main com- Angela's birthday.


Menses cramps are horrendous. Eeek. And my msn nick is just for fun pls stop asking me thank you.

AND. I DONT LIKE TO TALK TO STUPID PEOPLE. So if u know you are of a diff wavelength, don come talk to me and waste your efforts cus i will NOT entertain you. And no point haolian-ing to me how colourful ur life is now when your social circle is obviously pathetic. But let's not compare. Thanks again.


Dear God, can you please make my face look less chubby? It's disheartening how people assume, from my face shots, that i am fat. I am a little horizontally challenged of late, yes, but not as fat as my face makes me out to be. Right? hmm.

Yiwen you're mad.

Today my mom told me i'm fugly. Is that denial or displacement? It has to be either. :P

I hate my hair ok? Vindictively so. Well done lo, Tan Yiwen. Go do treatment lahhhh. omg I WANT TO CRY!!!

Yeah i know, i incur lots of bad kharma. Uh-huh.