Just when i wanted to hint to someone that having Jay's concert ticket my coming birthday present would be damn cool, my sister had to walk into the room and announce that all the good tickets are sold out, even the second day's. Now it's only left with $78 ones. Which is as good as not going. awwww. damn sad.

I rem his last concert. Incomparable to Jay. It was omg freaking good luh! His performance is magic! So much so that 2 nights after the concert i still dreamt about him. WOOOO! and JJ Lin sat in front of me during Jay's concert! wahahhaha. I love concerts please!

Like i mentioned, i've been on facebook. ermm.... i find it very super user-unfriendly. But yeah quite fun leh.. haha i can sit there for hours. ooops. but i am sian alr. not fun anymore. it's the same old things. haha. BUT ANYWAY, PLS ADD ME ON FACEBOOK!! lol. yes i know i am always self-contradictory.

I met a new friend on facebook. His name is Justus. Hmm we both dunno how come we're in each other's list. he said he added me, but i rem him adding me. Okay never mind. But i enjoy talking to him. Sometimes, it's easier to talk to someone new. Someone new in ur life. Talking about tabula rasa. hmms.

Apart from senseless facebook-ing, i've been hmm... reflecting. I question the sort of person i am, and my own morals. Everyone wants to be a good person. But how do i define a good person from a bad one? We all have stereotypes about how baddies in movies/stories are like. But there is no stereotype about good persons! And there are always grey areas to consider. and friendship... i'd just say i treasure all my friends. i reach out. but if the person is too involved with other stuff to even feel me reaching out, then too bad. There is really nothing much i can do.

I realise i've been allowing things/people who mean alot to me slip away. Just liddat. What surprises me is not the slipping away. but the fact that i allow them to. I don't hold them back anymore. Jaded. I'd rather remain immobile. If like they say, true friends last forever, den okay, i'd be waiting for tt day when forever fulfills the promise. It's not just lester. Many other things/ppl too. But sometimes a distance is inevitable. Not my choice, but there's nothing i can do. Hmmm alot to think about, so i'm taking my time.

Life's been relatively peaceful. Much sleep was sacrificed to complete the assignments. But at least the nightmare's over now. And i'm relatively satisfied with my assignment results so far. Please don't let me screw the final exams up. omg i have about one week to the start of exams. And i am bloody prepared for nothing. cham. but i'll just try my best.. den it's holidays! 20Nov, here i come!

The highlight of the day was... *DRUMROLLS PLS!*
Sitting right beside Nathaniel! The xiao lu dou from Superstar. hahahahaha omgomgomg i almost went mad can. We were at canteenA, outside LT1a. haha. feign ignorance lah... he's after all just another undergrad like me. But piang i get reminded of his singing when i see his face! awww.... oooooh! my friend helped me talk a photo with me. tt means take my photo when he's behind me so we're in the same frame. lol. childish tendencies luh. but i like! am starring at the shot now! weee!

okay i hope none of his friends read this. :x

oh and i like talking to Sam Chung on msn. hahha we hold conversations i cant hold with my other friends. (:

And now,
what's left?