a 4 hour conversation via the phone rendered my ear hot and red. Prolly affected my eardrums too. I've always wondered, wad if i go deaf one day? It's mighty possible, considering the fact that my mp3 volumes are always SO high. I'm starting to hear less anyway. oh well.

But yeah, i enjoyed most bits of the conversation. Sometimes, when it's time, we just have to walk the other way yes? Because life goes on, it doesnt wait for fallen angels. And often, if u think the other way, it's less painful.

One thing though, why do people content with simply an "okay lah alright" when they used to have the "best"? Is it because we don't care anymore since it's so tiring, or because we are afraid we'd be left with even less if we do question the whole equation?

Ironic and satiric, if u ask me.
On a sidetrack, i quite agree with Conrad's almost nihilist point of view. haha. Quigley is gonna be so disappointed since he gave me a good grade for Sonnet 75's assignment, the one in which i raved (dishonestly) about the beauty of love and promises. haha. Yeah as of now, NO. IT ALL AIN'T BEAUTIFUL. To me, that is.

Friendship still reigns, anytime. But that is only if both parties of the friendship have enuff faith and trust in each other. But lovers require these elements too. So wad's the difference between a romantic relationship and friendship? No idea. But perhaps... perhaps friendship is less possessive and can handle disappointment better. Just my take.

oh. and Ming's back from Taiwan. yay! haha i'm just glad he's safe. :) erm but how come Taiwan 3 weeks, but Wei Ping went India only erm one week? weird. Singapore has better relations with Taiwan?

okay i am officially starting my revision for exams today. Looked through everything, and figured i shld do just fine. Quality not quantity. And the rest of my life doesnt depend on this particular examination. So, i shall just put in enuff effort. People, pls don get stressed up! rem Yiwen always says... "AI ZAI"!