to e 2nd guy in my life with whom i'd always remain friends with

this goes out to you, jason.

i'm glad u're in my life.
i'm thankful u bother to talk to me despite being late for work
and despite havin slept only 3 hours
i know, the time could have been used for catching up on sleep.
thank you.

you don ask questions i don wanna answer
you just listen to wadeva i have to say
patiently.

i know how it feels like to tell someone "i miss you" and to get nothing in return.
tt's why.. i'd reply u "i miss you too" and i mean it.
i know it matters. the articulation/expression matters.
few understand that
but u do.

i haven met u in.... 2 years? or more.
but i still feel what u want me to feel.

many times, when things over at my side get too overwhelming,
when i hafta leave the shelter i was so bloody accustomed to, i forget u're still around.
i know jason is always there for yiwen.
i just forget it sometimes.

sorry for not spending time with u.
sorry for forgetting to contact you when i'm happy with other stuff.
sorry for loving someone else.

you deserve much more. i've been a lousy friend.
all take and no give.
i see it now.
i'll spend more time with a friend like you. (: