pensive.

Ytd morning i woke up thinking TGIF.
But... now.
The weekends are here again.

Weekends are cool cus they allow me to rest my overworked body and academic brain.
But weekends stink cus i have time to think thru things i don wanna tink about.
i very much prefer the mad rush and chiong-ing on the weekdays.
It's amazing how the human mentality switches so abruptly.
it creeps up on you..
Me. how did i turn weak when i was so strong this time last week?
I'm dissapointed at myself for being such a weakling.

I noticed i'm addicted to the state of being slightly zonked out.
Mayb a little high from drinks, or simply lack of sleep. even too much sleep.
the uncertain, cotton-y feeling is addictive.
i'm not sure what happens around me, everything seem to be vague and unimportant.
sms-es are read and shrugged off.
This kinda feeling. i can escape. i like.

sometimes it gets so cold, so cold my sweater cant help.
i just hope it'll be over soon.

on a happier note,
i thought about Yuen Shein this afternoon, and he sms-ed me at night!
omg how qiao can tt be.
go buy 4D quick!
he's still the sweet guy he was. =)

Been doing alot of catching up with old friends recently.
SiHui esp! haha. wah the hug was so mighty. haha.
peanut. yingling. glenn. elaine. clorine.
i wanna meet them all!
true friends are hard to come by.