Too much events/information, i kinda have no mood to write a perfect prose.
All jumbled up, i guess.
I know i broke my promise in the previous post. aww i'm so sorry.
How long has it been since i last really sat down and blogged? i dont remember.
Too little time, too much stuff.
I'm supposed to be reading up on my texts now but hmm.. i guess i needa clear my thoughts too.
I call this "free-writing" the tutorial way. kuakuakua.
Okay the previous week was hmm... i wouldn't say fun-filled.
It was 'happening' in the literal sense.
I cant rem my appointments or stuffs if i dont have my organiser. Yes, tt bad.
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Right here's a rough recount.
- My haha scar/wound from the tooth-pluck (wadeva u call it) has healed.
I can eat stuffs alr luh so ppl, dont worry i dont starve myself.
AND! i wanna say... not eating solid food and just drinking milk for every meal for 3 days consecutively wun make u slim down.. GRRR. in fact i tink i put on weight leh. tsk.
- Met ROMAI for lunchie on wed.
weeee! i love ROMAI. haha. it's like... i feel very comfortable with the mates. But Jean! I'm so sorry i had to leave u alone to meet them. sorry you felt alone so sorry so sorry! But i love ROMAI ok! haha. the peeps rock. hearrrttt!
- Wed night, Buddy Pan came to drive me from sch for dinner.
Absolute joy i tell you! I miss her like siao since i haven seen her for so long. Not to mention the ride man. i'm beginning to hate the mrt route home. tsk. And anyway... She fed (STUFFED) me full with Yoshinoya. It's the upspoken understanding we have that bonds us together like err, i dunno, cant tink of a suitable imagery. drats...
- Thurs night, IMPRESARIO interview.
okay i signed up for impresario main committee. don ask me wad's that now. I'm too jaded to explain. IF i get it, i will blog about it. This interview left me lugging my newly-bought laptop and 'the nortion anthology of literature' a book which weighs about 2kg around school at night. It ended at 8plus. Lucky Buddy Pan came again. Woah lubbs her many many. AND Buddy Liu's plane touched down when we were in the car. lol but we din go to the airport to fetch her since we were both tired and hungry. hmmm.
- Friday. Liu's chalet.
Craft of writing HW101 module is quite fun! wooo! The tutorial was engaging. My tutorial group is super nice. We clicked and all went for lunch together after that. lol longg table we occupied. hmmm. i have a feeling i'm gonna look forward to tutorials on fridays. but the lecture was... errr.
Okay so after sch, it was the BBQ! pris came! haha throughly enjoyed myself. omg-ness i saw Liu. haha she is still the Liu i've known so well. heartt her! so glad she's back in Singapore. We're complete now! Buddy-some full membership. But hmm... One come back another one leaving soon. awww. I wonder if it'll get worse when we're older. I guess it's inevitable.
- Sat. Shopping with the buddies and huey shan. Then RUSH HOUR 3 with the bball clique.
Shopping was no fun cus no money. lol but the food was good eh? I heartt buddies and HS. :) And of course Fox for having so much sales and good stuff. muahahahah!
Then i left them at Suntec ( stupid Liu and her fetish for Suntec), squeezed through the major human traffic jam in Citilink, to rush back to Woodlands to meet the clique. Guys, i'm sorry i'm late, as usual. Heh but they still love me! I love them too! I love Lin more! haha. Rush Hour was alright, funny, though the NG scenes were alot funnier, if you get what i mean.
- Sunday was a failed attempt to study at home and IKEA's meatballs for dinner! wee! love IKEA.
nothing else needs to be said.
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Right. Basically you know how the week was spent. Trying to catch up on the assignments (and failing) and turning up for numerous err meet-ups. I duno, but i really feel it's abit hard to juggle studies and outside friends. There is so many to meet, so much to say, yet there is not much time left after you deduct away the hours spent travelling and studying and trying to cram stuff inside my pea-brain. But it ain't so bad, i've got understanding friends. Let's hope it gets better.
This week i'm trying to make myself less busy, but engagements just keep piling up. hmmm. Tml i hafta meet the beloved Xiang for ktv. Wed i finish lecture at 7.30pm. zzz. Thurs i have this free HAIRSPRAY movie tickets with zeh. Thurs and Fri i have clubbing nights to consider, the inter-hall pageants. woah. hmm. And Sat has to be reserved for cousins since Jon just came back from Canada. And there is lester who's booking out.
There is a difference between people you WANT to meet, and ppl you HAVE TO meet. Just like Rikki agrees, there is a diference between ppl you WANT to talk to, and ppl you err don really feel like talking to. hmmm food for thought.
Anyway, my old friends, please do locate me and gimme a slap (figuratively) if you feel that you've been neglected. I'm trying hard to balance between sch, and friends and friends. if u know what i mean. yeah. I still love you all lah. It's just the time-factor. So please dance in front of me to demand my attention alright?
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Okay lastly, allow me to be a little cryptical here.
I met someone who has put in effort into understanding me. And i'm touched though i din really verbalise it. Someone who reads the lyrics of the songs i point out, someone who considers my situation, someone who appreciates poetry, someone who loves my voice more then i myself do. Someone who places high regard on the stuff that matters to me. You know who u are, i just wanna say thanks. :)
Next, there is another someone whom i nv got down to meeting since more den a month ago. I admit, i really miss him. But each weekend we'd fail to meet. It's abit tricky, the whole thing. It's a task to make him feel i'd have time for him still, despite my hectic schedule. Sometimes i ask myself why i even bother. But deep down, i know the reasons why.
Next. affairs of the heart. of my heart. He doesnt know it's him. haha it's quite funny really, how i'd subconsciously try to pretend i'm perfectly normal when he's around, when my heart is performing somersault. Plus we're both overwhelmed by work, we don have the luxury of time. I know the way he feels, yet i know nothing's gonna come out of this, and i better escape before things get deeper.
What's right? what's wrong? Who's to judge? hmm...
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